Although I haven’t posted every day I have been meditating every day. There were a couple of days where my meditations were extremely short – I’m talking 10 minutes because I was just so incredibly exhausted last week.
The work week kills me. I feel great and refreshed by the weekend on Monday, okay on Tuesday and then it’s downhill from there. I’m just not meant for a corporate 9-5 schedule. I am used to exercising a ton and being outside and being super active. I don’t get enough sunlight or outdoor time these days and while I usually exercise regularly, it has been much less so since I have become pregnant and am also working. I mostly sit ALL DAY! I can’t wake up in 30 years from now and wonder where my life went.
I’m 3 posts in and I don’t think I have had one reader. I definitely don’t feel that I’m ready to advertise or market this blog because I’m just test-driving my blogging abilities. At first I was feeling discouraged. Why am I doing this and no one is ever going to read it or care about this blog. But then I realized, I’m really just doing this for me. To make me comfortable with putting my thoughts out there and posting online.
So, I’m putting my doubts about this blog and myself aside and just going to keep at it to make sure I complete this challenge and see my commitment through to completion no matter what. As I’m sure you have all heard before, they say that the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again but expecting different results. So, here I am doing something totally different and foreign to me if for no other reason than to stimulate some change in my life. To help me transition from my analytical, corporate work centric mindset to a more creative and freeflowing mindset.
Last night I meditated for almost an hour with 2 different meditations. I wanted to share this meditation with my readers.
Lots of love to all.